i asked you out and you said no.  you talked to me less and less after that.  then you get mad because i've ignored you.  we start talking and it's back to were we were, i'm still confused and having mixed feelings, i dont know how to talk to you anymore.  AH!

Changed me.  I like it, but my friends are somewhat apprehensive about it.  I now know what to do for the band but...its not going over with them very well.  I have to meet with all the officers and the band director wednesday.  It's not going to go over well, I may make enemies, but I don't give a flip anymore, I've been pushed aside for too long.  This won't happen my senior year.  It won't.